OH RELLY?!

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Finally. My Operationally-Ready-Date is in sight. But as it looms closer, the problems seem to mount and mount and now it seems as if it's in jeopardy.

I can only pray my hardest that I can leave scot-free from camp on friday without any hitches and phonecalls from all the irritating blood-suckers back in camp. Of course, I will be leaving with a heavy heart. Leaving behind the people whom I have passed the past year with. The busy times, unrelentless courses, playful trainees, and definitely the office humor.

I have definitely enjoyed my time there though initially it was rather scary to be posted there alone. I have learnt many things from my superiors and even those under me.

And one of the most important things is that: You do not command respect; You earn it.

And the way to earn it is not by edging others aside in order to pursue your goal. But by helping others achieve theirs as you try to achieve yours.

And that the end result is not always the most important thing. Sometimes the learning journey is the process that leads to the end and there is where all the lessons are taught. The end is but a reward for doing the right things.

Well well, enough preaching to you Denise.

Right now I feel like going into my cave.

Everything in my life right now seems like it is spiralling out of control and heading towards a dead end.

Beacon at the end of the tunnel.

Is it freedom reaching out to me? Or Train headlights coming straight at me?

♥ 8:56 PM