Can't believe that actually ran through my mind!I must have been really really crazy to even have that thought reside in my head for a minute.
Sore. Sore. Sore.
Thats what I've been all these while. This 14 months.
At least things are finally looking up?
I sure hope so, at least I will be walking out of my own shadows.
To perhaps a more colourful place. A warmer place. A lovelier scenery.
Add to myself a huge dose of reality too. I really need that to keep myself from thinking too much about things that will never ever happen.
Anyways, Merry Christmas Denise!
Let's hope that the new year has something better in store for us! (:
♥ 9:05 PM
Why am I still feeling so hesitant?Its like I am walking on 2 paths simultaneously and I do not know how each path will turn out.
Everything seemed so crystal clear then.
Till you showed up.
What am I supposed to do now?
I really regret it.
♥ 4:09 PM
爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生
*repeat all
男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人
男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人
男人女人 - Valen Hsu
What a simple yet beautiful song.
Just like the road to true love.
Long, winding and arduous at times.
But when you finally reach the end of it, together with that special someone when your paths meet, I guess nothing can be sweeter than holding the hands of your loved one and breaking into a slow, romantic waltz.
That is my fantasy! Breaking out into a clumsy waltz with both of us stepping on each other's foot.( a little nodame-ish) Hope that can be realised some day!
Anyway, I am really into chinese oldies now. Under a certain influence.
So, I wonder if Pigs go with Pigs, or do Pigs go with turtles?
I don't know the answer. But I sure hope I do.
♥ 7:49 PM
And so I have taken a small small step.Things shouldn't be forced to happen, and as people always say:
Let Nature takes its course.
Things might just fall into place the less we try to interfere with the 'course of nature'.
One thing leads to another right?
Perhaps when we allow things to happen just as it was meant to be, the world will seem a better, nicer place to live in. But this is just an optimistic assumption that our lives were already written in black and white and that everything was in a way 'meant to be'. Of course, nothing is ever as simple as the way I think them to be.
Started off as sweet as can be,
Till the very end.
Reflections,
Are what we used to see,
Neither could bear to leave.
Gone now is the pain
Etched are the memories
Rest assured they remain.
Safe as they can be.
:)
♥ 12:26 PM
